I read that as "I spend my time at TARGET"

now is not a time for pacifism

Not wanting to celebrate an assassination attempt =! pacifism

I know how to shoot, too. I haven’t done it for a long time. I’ve had friends in the military, known people who talked about killing people, having nightmares, saw them having trouble adjusting back to normal society and trying to deal with it. It’s not really my world; I’m not familiar at all, but I’ve seen enough little touches about it second or third hand to at least hear some little stories.

You have not the slightest fucking clue what you’re talking about unleashing, like it’s a big game you’re playing. Not an inkling of a fraction.