I mean, I have nightmares from time to time

I guess I like my job every now and then but going there 5 days a week and burning through 50 hours of the week (8h + breaks and travel time) getting home exhausted and mentally drained is fucked up. Let me work 3 days a week or whatever and I would be so much happier.

My job is mostly about helping people and that is what I like doing.

I absolutely love my work.

Doing online therapy is something I can keep doing until I'm literally incapable.

I won't want to stop, I believe, though I'll wind down my schedule as I get older.

Its work without meaning or purpose that people really object to I believe, being bored isn't fun for very long

I do. I find my work challenging, rewarding, and fulfilling. It provides me with the opportunity to create something larger than I would be able to individually and to have a larger effect on the world than I would have the resources for on my own.