NSFW? I think.
I've had small boobs for like 2 months now?? Guess it depends when you call something a boob lol.
Just before (and right now) I stopped to reflect more deeply what has happened over the past 4 months physically. With all of the dysphoria and mental illness, it clouds what good has happened already.
I looked at myself, and contemplated about the body I have now. Not in my destructive detective way where I find discomforts and disgusts about my body, but to see how I felt without that judgement.
I am crying. The comfort of just having tits, is actually enormous. Its also so exciting. It means this HRT shit works.
Im going to sleep in thigh highs, and a pink cat shirt (the one in my selfie), and I just feel so feminine and therefore so calm. The fog has been lifted, for now at least.
I am almost certain ill have a bad dysphoria day, buts its nice to feel positive about my body for a bit.
Also it must be said, tits a great stim toy. Can literally squish em. In built stress balls lmao.
Glad you’re feeling good! I kinda forget mine are there… lol
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