I very much still enjoy it but my peak enjoyment is well behind me and now I've just been chasing that same high to no avail.
What (excessive) porn did ruin for me is my dopamine system, my expectations of women, my libido, my healthy coping strategies and at least two relationships.
I'm about a month off now. That's by far the longest time since I was 13.
Ease of access to internet porn, ruined my enjoyment of porn.
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