I need advice I feel lonely and have been somewhat brainwashed by neo nazi retorrict in the past i have now realised that what i believed was right was very wrong and i admit that. I think what fueled this most was loneliness I dont tend to talk to people i dont really know how which isnt good for making pals im scared of talking to people and trying to make friends i go oub to watch the footy and darts and also play snooker. i live in a shithole surrounded by roughens who i dont see as approachable and maybe people think of me this way who knows. I go to church because the feeling of grace is what makes me happy, but im alone apart from this. I just graduated from uni and got a job going down manholes fitting flow monitors, its dangerous work and i feel nothing from it. I try to reach out to my old school friends but it seems that they have moved on. I feel lonely and dont have belonging so i just do the same thing every day, go to the gym go to work come home and just think. Nothing positive comes of it, i am yearning connection. I dont know what to do as i feel like this loneliness might end up with me spiralling down a road of extremism again, i just need advice anything please. submitted by /u/Leather_Bat5939
Originally posted by u/Leather_Bat5939 on r/AskMen