Currently stuck in a similar cycle... my analysis (of my own situation, but maybe you can get something from it): why I'm doing or not is besides the point - the real problem is depression - the inability to simply get up and do something.
Having outside forces (job etc.) do that for me can be a blessing. Which can quickly turn into a curse. But I am extremely bad at self-motivating, as far as simple physical activity (going out) is concerned.
@lemmy.world
Memes that are too meirl for /c/meirl.
Rules:
Respect the community. If you're not into self-deprecating/dark/suicidal humor then this place isn't for you. Kindly just block and move on. This is just how some of us cope.
Respect one another.
All titles must begin with 2meirl4meirl. This is for multiple reasons. One is just so you can be lazy with titles but another is so people who aren't into this kind of humor can avoid it.
Otherwise just the general no bigotry, no dickishness, no spam, no malice, etc stuff.
Sidebar will be updated when I feel like and considering I'm Sadboi extraordinaire we'll see when that will be.
go to feed...
@lemmy.world
Memes that are too meirl for /c/meirl.
Rules:
Respect the community. If you're not into self-deprecating/dark/suicidal humor then this place isn't for you. Kindly just block and move on. This is just how some of us cope.
Respect one another.
All titles must begin with 2meirl4meirl. This is for multiple reasons. One is just so you can be lazy with titles but another is so people who aren't into this kind of humor can avoid it.
Otherwise just the general no bigotry, no dickishness, no spam, no malice, etc stuff.
Sidebar will be updated when I feel like and considering I'm Sadboi extraordinaire we'll see when that will be.
go to feed...
In both cases you are lying to yourself, using your emotional reaction to distract yourself from dealing with reality.
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