I feel like I'm about to be in a similar place soon.

My egg just cracked after boymoding without much issue for 35 years. I'm initially feeling great but also having moments of doubt.

Anxious but excited to work through it, "imposter syndrome" and all. I hope for the best in your journey too.

I just experienced this a few days ago, and I almost cried. Only 1 month into HRT. Feels amazing

Thank you so much ♡

Thanks. Yea I'm doing ok atm, it's just a constant nagging that won't go away

All the time. So then I overshare and explain the reference entirely...

Thanks. That's helpful, I hadn't run into that yet.

♡

Sounds amazing :)

You sound amazing!

Thanks.

It's good to know I'm not the only one who felt initially weird about the new pronouns and name.

flipflopping constantly between 3 or 8, no inbetween

Thanks, that's good advice

Hi, congrats!

I find every little bit of self affirmation helps, start small, go at your own pace.

You got this ♡

I'm fighting it with logic and FAX. Eventually my emotions will get it

Everyone's been so supportive, thanks T_T, my thoughts have been a hot mess, just a mix of anxiety and happiness, with moments of lucidity.

military academy hijinks and nonsense, MC has the power to "detect the feelings of food and those who prepared it"

also you kind of need to know BlazBlue story and characters for it to make some sense

Cute affffff! Slayyy

Thanks, it's looking pretty good. I'm in Alberta, Canada and there's a few local programs that look great for me.

Since I came out to myself (and a few others), it's been a mixed bag, leaning towards better than not.

I ugly cried twice, maybe for the first times in my life, first while rewatching GitS SAC, ep2. That might have been the most obvious trans allegory that totally flew by me when I first watched it in childhood. Then I cried just as hard when I started playing Celeste yesterday, when right at the beginning, the dialog from level 1 said something like "just breathe, you got this" (also I suck at platformers).

I was able to talk to one cis-female friend over online DMs about it. I had met her irl once, and she's super nice and supportive. I'm looking forward to bonding with her more over girly things :3

Weight loss has somehow become effortless for me. I had been struggling with my mental health for about a year, thinking it was just ADHD, and coping with food sometimes. But now it's all super lucid and I don't feel the urge to just eat when I'm bored.

Voice training sucks. Picking a new name is hard.

Occasionally I have doubts since my guy brain is still dominant. I wrote down all the really obvious reasons to myself as notes, and that helps a bit. It's just one of those things where intellectually I know I must be trans, but emotionally I'm not really there yet.

I have my first appointment at a local clinic at the end of this upcoming week, and I'm really excited.

14/25, almost but sadly no bingo :(