i was more looking for what i did wrong. because i don’t feel like id do anything bad, but he treats me like im the plague now.

so your opinion is that the reason he’s staying away is because he’s attracted to me?

he has religion deeply instilled in him so that’s probably where this shit is coming from. But what does him being gay have to do with being my friend? I literally told him it’s okay that he does what he does as long as it’s safe and that I don’t see him any differently.

yea, was kind of hoping this wasn’t the case so there could be a chance at reconciliation, but if this is the case, I can understand why he feels the need to stay away.

I just don’t really get it. He opened up about it one random day because he was feeling guilty and horrible about himself. Told me i’m the only one of his friends who would be understanding and accepting. He gave me the mirror. So why treat me terribly after that.

Curious about the last sentence you put. Was it rhetorical ?

Because if it isn’t my answer is, even with the girlfriend he still watches gay porn and cries about it. This is soemthing he told me when i ran into him and he was crying. He had just got done watching it.