It's ok for him to have poor mental health, but he should've said something rather than ghost you.

I would not get back together with him. At least not until he deals with his issues. But I do think he just wants the "safety" of having you there, and doesn't actually respect you enough for a healthy relationship

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For some reason, at the start, most videos I got recommended in the mobile app were in french.

I guess I need to find some channels I'd want to subscribe to, and go from there

Needle punch, finished a small canvas

These all sound like you could get them at a sporting store like Decathlon?

I'm not sure there's a European level online shop that could replace Amazon. In the Netherlands there's bol.com (individual suppliers but also their own stock), in France you could try maybe from a supermarket like Auchan as it has a pretty large selection.

If your concern is shipping and packing, maybe you can buy some items in bulk, like the sunscreen and vanilla drops? If there is someone in your circle that also uses these things, then you can purchase them together in a single order?

Minestrone. Not local to me, but a great dish nonetheless

I think I'm pretty ok at getting rid of stuff, but equally good at getting more things. I'd like to avoid it this time around

Exactly my dilemma

Even for the government you need apps nowadays. Yes you can try doing things in person but wait times aren't reasonable. I've been trying to get a dumb phone for myself but still find I need a smartphone for specific apps a couple of times a month...