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5 grams of mushrooms and wanting to be the best man I could be for my partner. She dealt with me a lot trying to recover from a meth addiction and all my mental health issues. I basically just kept trying different therapists, kept writing and kept forcing myself out of my comfort zone. It's easier said than done and took years of rewiring. The shrooms are unnecessary but worked for me. I feel like therapy and meditation could give the same therapeutic results (not experience). A lot of things didn't work. Bad reactions to medications, relapses, shutting down, ect. It was super ugly. I still have things to work on but I'm a better man than my dad was at least. What keeps me going is seeing how far I've come. It's like the gym. Working out is hard but when you realize how much progress youve made you want to keep going because you already proved to yourself putting the work in actually works. Even if it is slow.

Never counted my days sober but it's been over 5 years since meth. I'm married now. I cann actually hold down jobs now instead of no call no showing because I'm too anxious to show up. I'm way less reactionary than before.

I definitely needed somebody to support me in the process. Abusive childhood background. Dropped out and got into drugs. I don't think it needs to be a romantic partner but having someone does really help. Somebody who will hold you accountable when you're slipping. Its a fight with the self.

I took it as it's his own poop and was not willing to explain himself

Getting UFC fighters to unionize on a cause might be an impossible task. They've all been complaining about their pay their whole careers but won't unionize. The one time they did the fighters. just settled for payouts instead of an actual change in the company.

I love the sport and some of the fighters but I hate UFC and how much of a bitch these fighters are to the organization (and trump).

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Hgh

Yeah people seem to forget that image and video manipulation has been around forever. It's just AI made it to where anyone can do it (and faster). Not just the people with the know-how and time to learn the programs.

They're basically saying we just need to find a better reason and they'll do it

Dated a nympho in high school. I learned I only liked having so much sex and how uncomfortable it is being pressured into sex when you're not in the mood. I thought it'd be awesome before that. Maybe if we were just friends with benefits the dynamic could've worked out but I'm a hopeless romantic. Not good at casual stuff.

Your mom

Fair enough

It's a shame because I absolutely love MMA but hate UFC. Unfortunately they have the best talent and I feel torn on it. Lately I've been keeping up with the regional scene more than UFC. At least I can afford the front row seats at these events.

I drink just as frequently as I used to but now it's more wine with dinner or a bottle of wine on a Friday night. Compare that to downing cheap hard liquor after taking like 10 mg of Xanax. I've naturally slowed down over the years. Sometimes I wonder if I'll actually be totally sober one day which is a crazy thought to me. If the trend continues it may eventually happen though.

"bio brb"

Late 20s male. For me at least twice to be satisfied. I usually don't get fully ramped up again until 1-3 days. Of course I'm always down for more but I'm satisfied with it once or twice a week.