Way to generalize and decide that every American is contemptible and therefore deserving of this fate. Your comment history makes a pretty solid case for presuming that you're either a naturally caustic, bitter, hateful person, you're experiencing a traumatic event, or you're stuck in trauma, none of which could be pleasant. I'm sorry that you're living those experiences, and I hope that you find some inner peace and a path to humanity and compassion again. To quote Frodo and Gandalf:
"I wish none of this had happened." "So do all who live to see such times. But that is not for them to decide. All we have to decide is what to do with the time that is given to us."