What gets me the most, I mean really really gets backs my soul into a corner, is when you look around and everyone else is fine.
Do they not smell the shite? Are they really good at masking their disgust or are they eagerly buying in? I cant ask, and I know that if they're thinking the same about me, they cant ask either.
Am I all alone, getting my spirit raped while everyone enjoys, or are we all alone together?


