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@piefed.blahaj.zone

Eskarina 2 points 10 hours ago

Got a bunch of gel and Cypro left, but hopefully will need nothing more than EEn and paraphernalia in the future :3

If I may, how's prog treating you? How long have you been on E when you started with it?

Asking because I'm still wondering if I want to add it in... Would need to get some from unofficial sources, though.

Edit: Oh, just saw your other post, so I guess sex life part is answered :3. Do you feel other effects from prog? Probably not really possible to place anything on it specifically... đŸ€”

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Eskarina 2 points 21 hours ago

it would require a special diet that you cant get currently.

I really wonder, what makes you say that?

We do have guidelines from authorities about what nutritional values cat food should have and manufacturers usually claim their product follows these guidelines.

Now I'll give you that - they've been shown to be full of shit often - but that's actually true for both vegan and meat-based formulas. Meat-based even comes with its own set of problems and related health issues, like food containing rotten meat and plastic packaging.

Manufacturers should be put under real scrutiny to make sure their product always contains all the necessary nutrients, vegan or not.

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Eskarina 1 point a day ago

Probably gonna get some hate for this, but you know, there's no scientific basis to argue that cats cannot thrive on a vegan diet, if all nutritional needs are met. We really don't have solid data available, but what we have doesn't allow for that conclusion and while there are caveats which should be considered (urinary acidity, formulated foods not being as nutritionally sound as they claim), it actually may have health benefits, too, much like a vegan diet for humans.

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Eskarina 10 points 4 days ago

I love tall women, but does it have to be me??!? Hard to be a smol spoon :3

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Eskarina 6 points 3 days ago

~1.90m, so maybe one day 🩄

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Eskarina 2 points 6 days ago

It may seem like I’m rushing through my transition and, from the outside perspective, that I’m being rash and not thinking things through. But in reality, these feelings have just been at critical mass for a long time, I just didnt say anything about it until now.

Yeah, think that's the same for me. At the start there may even have been some truth to it, like I was so eager to get into the permanent changes that I'd get that sunken cost fallacy going and wouldn't think about chickening out. The typical cis urge to get irreversibly changed to the opposite gender and then having to live with it, huh 😅.

But well, I was insanely good at repressing these feelings, even though they've been there for a very long time. Now I've been on this journey for more than 6 months now and haven't really thought about stopping for a single second.

Lmao I am thankful that transitioning unlocked this sassy, spicy, bitchy side of me that helps propel my self advocacy.

Awwww giiiiirl, I couldn't have dreamt of the confidence I got from finding my true self, it's really insane, isn't it? <3

I'm psyched for you too! And jealous, ofc :3

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Eskarina 55 points a month ago

This is still horrible :(

They look waaaaaay too young to be separated from their mother.

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Eskarina 36 points 21 days ago

So far nothing besides opening of proceedings, which happened in January. It's here at the bottom.

Seems like they usually need almost a year to get further.

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Eskarina 33 points 3 months ago

Pssssst, don't tell anyone, but I've secretly been a woman all my life.

Hid it so good, that I've had no clue myself!

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Eskarina 24 points a month ago

Ooooohh, that's cool, time for a new hobby

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Eskarina 18 points 2 months ago

Ugh, am in the same boat, even wasted two months on a low dose of E without any blockers x.x

Now about a month on a decent starting dose, the wait is killing me, arfghgdhsa

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Eskarina 18 points a month ago

What does 'enough :3' even mean, doesn't make sense??

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Eskarina 18 points 21 days ago

Also, avoid saying the t word here, as people may find it especially triggering

Thank you... I've seen it thrown around here or there, and rationally I get it, reclaiming terms like this can be empowering.

Sadly doesn't change that I feel like shit when I see/hear it currently.

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Eskarina 18 points a month ago

Sounds more like we pee from genitals and skin, with skin being higher priority.

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Eskarina 16 points 18 days ago

I'm so good at blocking out mentally exhausting situations, often I don't even realize how much strain they put on me - only when they're gone, then all of a sudden I feel the huge lift off of my shoulders.

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Eskarina 13 points a month ago

Tbh, when I got them I just wanted to finally get the formality out of the way and be certified gay.

But then I hugged them at home and oh my gosh, I felt so happy all of a sudden and didn't wanna let go for minutes. Did not expect this, can't wait for the next big feels now :3.

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Eskarina 12 points a month ago

👉👈

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Eskarina 12 points a month ago

Oh, how nice of you, I think I'm okay, but it's getting up and down so much lately. Hbu?

And what's with the title, I'm so bad with hints?? Funny font, though.

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Eskarina 11 points 23 days ago

Oh girl I feel this... Don't have an answer, because all my social skills are being shy and awkward, sometimes getting lucky to fall into someone who happens to be interested in me, then spamming them with info dumps about me and questions about them and hope it doesn't end.

Eager to see what others have to say.

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Eskarina 10 points 2 months ago

Lemmy and blahaj specifically is the first place that manages to actually make me believe a post like this <3

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