Other animals like the wheels too, and bees love balls for some reason. :D
I relate to this so much. I frequently describe my thoughts as multiple hamsters running on different wheels in my head that are all trying to outpace the other.
Haha, I've used an analogy like this before. Not only is the CPU fast and the RAM low, but the entire system doesn't like to go to sleep when you tell it to. Ever had a computer that woke up from sleep mode from the slightest bump? That's me. That's my brain. It's why I was up at 4am this morning.
One of my friends has ADHD and has described it to me as:" like having a GLA motor on a smart. And the clutch is completely worn out. It may rev high. But we're getting nowhere" Not sure how correct of an explanation it was. But it was a woderful metaphor.
Now couple that with way off iq metrics and anything from butterfly to your cat is a valid input device while output is only possible via symphony orchestra and oscilloscope oh and of course input parsing is whacky as hell
My storage doesn’t randomly disconnect, but frequently (and randomly) when I open saved files, three to six other files open alongside it for whatever reason and that can get a bit overwhelming and for sure bogs everything down.
Very helpful for making diverse connections between the files (how my OS knows which files are related is beyond my comprehension), but way too much for daily use.
Also no cache, and only one small register that is limited to 3 ascii digits.
I have a small amount of swap that I can use for extra burst maybe once or twice a week. I almost always use it up on work.
Yeah, ofc it feels like a fast CPU compared to the rest of the spec, the CPU is brilliant to put up with all the bullshit.
As I've been discovering what I strongly suspect is adhd within my own brain (undiagnosed, and likely will never pursue such), I think my analogy is that my cpu is over clocked and running hot. Plenty of ram usually, and the storage is plentiful but in need of a defragging; but that CPU is always churning, even when there's no tasks assigned to it.
I'm also discovering that what I thought the H in adhd meant isn't what it really means in practice. I always thought of it is translating to a physical expression, but it doesn't, at least not for me. It's pretty much exclusively internal for me.
ADHD was a bad name for it based on the symptoms. Any deeper thought into the name is likely to cause incorrect conclusions. It meant literal, physical hyperactiveness.
It's like naming the flu "coughy chills with a runny nose".
Influenza comes from the astrological belief that the stars had influence on one's health.
Hell yeah. Love random factoids.
I prefer the analogy of not having a heat sync/fan. In a ice cold room with an external fan? Works wonders. Anywhere else? Overheats. Once you overheat you have to take time to cool it off and possibly fix what broke.
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I am almost certain ive made this analogy about my self multiple times before to different people. I am almost certain i dont have adhd though. What do I do now ._.
Download some extra ADHD from a reputable site?
Things could definitely change but my parents did test me as a kid and it was negative.
Also every time I take a test online, I always score pretty low mostly because I can force myself to focus too well and also because I lack the procrastination stuff as well. I just have everything else.
It's likely just that ADHD is a spectrum and I am not high enough on the spectrum to be formally diagnosed.
It's also very possible that you might have something else altogether. It could be some other psychiatric condition like cPTSD (which wouldn't emulate ADHD well enough to pass a rigorous ADHD specific test), a vitamin deficiency such as with a lack of B12, hypothyroidism, etc, etc.
Maybe but the key thing I think is what ever it is it doesn't affect my day to day enough to make me want seaech for an answer.
Having ADHD is like running memtest and getting errors logged again and again.
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