This might be part of the issue but in reality high self awareness can also lead to excessive overthinking, ruminating, self criticism and hypervigilance. This is mechanics at play that are the root of some people suffering depression. By no means does this mean to become less selfaware rather to become aware of this pattern and recognise these thoughts: become more aware of ones self awareness.

I think it’s partly not being able to manage your internal life and partly not being able to manage other people. Ie: when I’m in freeze stress response I cannot manage myself and so cannot manage other people. If I had more control over my dissociation, I’d be clear headed enough to learn how to manage other people. We cannot control other people, but we can (theoretically) control our response to them. So the problem isn’t other people, the problem is you not managing your reaction toward other people.

Ah yes, everyone else is wrong.

Yeah, the amount of times I've had the thought of "I'd be so much happier if I was just a fucking idiot..." after dealing with morons who are somehow still better off than I am is way too high.

Maybe they asked you for the hug to make you feel better. Were you self aware of that possibility?

I've never been but I've always assumed that therapy would involve asking you questions to determine how accurate your own take on things actually was to break down any false assumptions or change perspectives that may be causing you issues. I could be wrong though that's just how I approach dealing with my own problems.

This was actually something I was warned against when I first started into meditation and studying Taoism. You do need to stay somewhat attached to society’s perceived reality if only to be able to speak and relate with others on that plane of reality.

You can choose to fully see past the manufactured reality we’ve been given, but then it’s hard to participate when money and material goods holds no real value for you. Your living space holds no real value. Your job holds no real value… You might see how this could snowball quickly into no longer paying for your living standard and becoming homeless.

No one is saying you can’t, but that is something to be aware of on that path.

Not really. Hyper reality is where you hallucinate patterns in reality where none exist

Introspection leads down a different path. The equivalent would be finding patterns in yourself that don't exist... But that's just the human condition. And dispelling your self illusions is a big part of truly understanding yourself

Wow, definitely giving that artist a follow :)

Jusy listened to this the first time! I like the video too. Cute song

Fairly simple home remedy for that

https://www.drugs.com/monograph/propofol.html

Lobotomy?

You sure she just chose to do that on a whim and wasn't experiencing functional issues with her vehicle? Depending on the context, you might be doing what you're accusing her of doing by focusing on how it affected you rather than why she might have done it.

Not that it's impossible that she was just being selfish or unaware, but that "for some unknown reason" stood out to me.

You’re right, but your example is putting you in the category of people you’re explaining. You couldn’t find a single better example? Really?

Here’s one: People at the metro will try to get on before others get off. They will just push their way past them like if they don’t get on right this second then the train will leave without them. It makes it harder for everyone else and the whole scenario is easy to see from all perspectives, yet they still miss it. No guessing reasons, just moronic selfishness.